My first interaction wid the SKY!

9:00 am:
Still lazying in my bed... Lost in my sweet sweet dreams.. Suddenly i felt someone shaking my shoulder. Too lazy to reply i just 'hmmmed'. It was dad. Faintly, i heard "Get up, its flying high"..
I just 'hmmed'..

9.15 am:
I went to the terrace... n i saw my dad flying a kite... First i was like.. Dad its december n y r u flyin a KITE??.. He just smiled and handed over the kite to me..

I had no clue wat to do wid it.. suddenly it started coming down.. n i heard my dad say"Pull, Pull the string". The sight of tht kite coming down was so devastating.. i would hv done anything he had said. And i pulled.

I saw it fly again.. up in the air towards the sky floating with the wind.. something inside me turned.. i enjoyed everybit of tht flight..

Dad thaught me various techniques to sway it n swing it in the air.. Such pleasure.. I could see myself flying instead of the kite.. The breeze was pleasant.. was perfect.. The want to touch tht SKY i had always dreamt of grew stronger till i realised the terrace was abt to end..

This is one thing tht u shld do in ur lifetime... TOUCH THE SKY!!!
Thnks DAD!!

Self Improvement.

Self improvement!!

Hmm.. ok pondering upon this one.

What is self improvement?

Improving ur thoughts, ways and ur self towards a better person. In short, Realising wat can be improved upon n striving to improve it.

How do we 'Self Improve'??

Books. Read. Read. Read. thts a funda fr me. i read read n read. Books answer most of ur questions. Now. How do questions arise?. They arise wen u think for urself. well.. THINK FOR URSELF.. means.. talk to urself.. understand ur weakness.. n accept it. then u look for answers.

Look for answers... Where??

Again, Books. Yes. or share knowledge with a person of the same or higher caliber.

So the whole process starts frm self realisation and ends with self retrospection.

The point i m tryin to drive here is, u can not improve till U realise tht something is wrong. or something is lacking. U can never be told tht u need an improvement. Rubbish. Tht is coz u will never accept it. Ur ego will never let u accept it.

Wen u say u are open to receive anything a person says.. wat u do is convinent hearing.i.e Receive wat u LIKE to receive.

If u really feel wat the other person is saying is true.. accept it first. take it into ur soul. ponder upon it. thn u will realise as to wat is to be improved.

Remember.. U cant be forced to improve. U can b forced only to compromise. PERIOD.

Exams- Post Exams

Done wid my exams. Finally. Hopefully this would be my last CA exams. dont wanna give anymore. Moreover dont wanna gain weight again. Damn! my fav. jeans doesnt fit me anymore. Anyways, moving towards loosing all those extra kilos!

Wanted to share a few MOST COMMON questions i came across since my exams.

How were the exams??

Most common question these days i m being asked. What do i answer. I, myself, m unaware. So, different answers for different people.

What Next?

The next question. I mean plz gimme a break. I m just done wid my exams. I hv no clue n especially coz i m not a planner. i dont follow calender. So, next question plz.

So, ready for marriage?

Whose?? urs?? WTF.

No more questions plz.

Zindagi...

Zindagi ek pyaas hai,

hurdum ek naya ehsaas hai,

bas ek aas hai,

warna sab naash hai.

Zindagi ek pyaas hai,

hardum naya ehsaas hai.

Manzile hi khaas hai,

saach se hi aas hai,

Mehnat pe Vishwas hai.

Zindagi ek pyaas hai,

hardum naya ehsaas hai.

Muskilon se bhadaas hai,

sikhi inse mithaas hai,

Antarman saaf hai,

dar ka nahi koi bhaas hai.

Zindagi ek pyaas hai,

hardum naya ehsaas hai.

Nostalgia... Ruch n Nel. this ones fr u!!

So finally we met..

Was it a year or more.. no clue.. only thing we knew was it was long, long, long time... After constantly making plans over the net and on calls we were sitting together in the CCD over the coffee table...

It was a sunday afternoon and I had just left from my classes, damn happy to meet my fast friends. Just the day before Ruchi messaged me tht she is coming down n asked me if i could meet n it was all done with an SMS.. To come to think of it, its kinnda funny. Its SMS's that answer the questions now a days.. And I tell u they are a boon.

Nelma scrapped me she was in too... [i think everyone ,by now, knows wat a 'scrap' means.. i doubt if we remember the dictionary meaning of that word..]

The conversations drifted from work to life, to MBA ,to CA, to other career options, to recession n how it is screwing us(well it is actually not :p..), to hows auditors make money, to alternative solutions, to cribbing, to gossiping abt people who we hadn't met since ages, to guys, to how big a foodie Ruch had become and how Nel had to increase her diet and tht I was still a little kid (who need to turn a "KEY" so tht i "GROW UP".. lol...) to.. to.. to...

We went back to our college times n our school days.. n some serious talks abt wat we want to do further.. (most of which was repeated :P)

We couldn't stop chattering and chattering and laughing until the waiter came in to take our order. Actually, we had already had we had ordered. That's when we knew knew tht it was high time to pay our bills and get our butt's outside the coffee shop...

Gals.. I have always had my most precious times with u.. this was just to make u feel obliged hahahaa.. naa.. Just did so coz this is a Special Page of mine.. n it Cannot be complete till u guys are in it..

Thnks a lot fr being there.. in Good and Bad times, even wen my most cherished ppl werent thr fr me, wen ppl left me all by myself, for guiding me with Rights and Wrongs.. I am blessed to u around me..

Love Both of U.. i m gng to b thr wid u always.. no matter wat!!

And yes u can thank me for this one [n no cribbing allowed fr the pic.. RUCHI.. i hope u get it!!]....

To Perpetuity..

My eyes searching,

All over the Place.

Only Once, Only if,

I could see your Face.

My fate made me

Choose You.

My Destiny made me

Loose You.

I still live the days,
When we laughed
With arms open wide,
Only to cry now,
With no-one on my side.

You left me alone

when I was Lonely,

You gave up on me

when I gave up Everything for you.

But,

You need not worry,

I have learnt to live on.

With no tears in my eyes,

I have spent my days on.

Coz,

I still hope,

My destiny will shine,

and

You will forever, be Mine.

I have Summoned to Thee,

Waiting for my soul to be free....