Sunday, July 30, 2006


THE COMPANION....

we drove in my car, supposed to get at a particular place...
seen each other after a year, i thought i might just be odd,
sittin wid a person, whom u thought of being wid for a lifetime,
however, we talked, as he drove
we talked abt all the wordly things...
damn it.. everything from college to movies to frnds,
there i sat tryin not to make obvious,
tht i wanted him to be talkin to me like this forever
tryin not to make obvious,
tht i wanted to look at him like this forever...

I just hoped tht the road would never come to an end,
I just hoped tht we could go on like this forever,
I just hoped tht he be my COMPANION forever.... and ever

But, there the road did end,
there the car did stop,
there was his destination...

He halted the car, and looked at me.. smilin (how i wished tht the moment would halt for ever)
He told me tht he enjoyed the ride,
He thanked me for helpin him reach his destination,
He handed me the car keys and said "Drive safe" (damn... y couldnt he come back wid me...)

We shook hands wishin each other a bright future...
and i wanted to say "i want u to be my future!!!!"
but i nodded and he smiled.

As he got down frm the car.. i wished.. plz dont go.. plz
but he had to go... and he did... i wanted to tell him tht i would miss him..
But somehow i didnt... dont know y.. but i just couldnt...

Drivin back home... i only thought..
Only if he could be MY COMPANION FOREVER...
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Note: guys this is just an imagination..... just read the post and give in your comments abt the blogs....... i would appreciate suggestions and crirics too....
thanks, Payal

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

MY FIRST LOVE!!

Well to some family is life and to some it is just a part of livin life.. to me ma famly is ma first love.. yaa.. I hv realized tht I absolutely adore ma fmly. My mom, ma dad and my bro; all of them.. yesterday I was just sittin arnd and chattin wid them and gosh! i realized tht how much I was missin by simply takin them for granted.. it is not deliberate.. but it happens naturally. u tend to ingore ppl close to u.. searchin for relationships outside.. so as to "searchin for your true love" .. one thing :tht u will neva find ne1 so selfless except your Mom.. just think of it.. u wuld not not find a mentor better than your dad.. and a best frnd in your bro.

for once.. i could loose anythin on this earth execpt for these ppl!!! m grateful to God for savin the best ppl for me..

DAD, MOM and UMANG.. will always love u... dont know if i will ever express it!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

To start with... m new to this world of bloggin. well i hv always maintained a dairy,a personal one. but then before a few days i went thru an blog of my friend and lo! here i am... siitin on the PC and bloggin away..

before i come up wid my first blog... i guess i should know wat i wanna write abt.. not tht i m a writer or somethin.. just a normal gal tryin to explore... so i hope i come up wid somethin interstin to up in my this online diary!!!

forever payal!!!