Sunday, July 25, 2010

Emotional Whore!


Wanderin in the lonely nights,
A thousand questions in my eyes,
Feeling like a zombie,
Emotions on a high..

Was it all a dream?
Why do I want to scream?
I don’t think is all over yet,
Don’t you have any regrets?

I tried to fill in the space,
I tried working it all out
They weren’t just words
That slipped from my mouth..

Do you even care anymore?
How I feel like a used emotional whore,
All my love was just a play
U thought I was made of clay..

I m hurt within,
My heart doesn’t beat anymore.
But I don’t blame you for any of it,
For you were always the same

But the question remains…
Did I deserve all of this???

10 comments:

vineet said...

touchmate!osum n title was good,it happens to all of us no matter we deserv it or not,probably life makes us learn lessons no matter we r interested to learn or not, loved ur poem

Nikhil S said...

Loved ur poem, very touching..(atleast 4me)Title was good...Not all our acts determine wat we deserve,the ALMIGHTY has a role to play,nd we do learn frm des sad phases.
Perhaps we prepare for somethin similar in pipeline!!

Payal forever said...

@Vineet: thnks yaa.. yep life makes us learn.. sometimes the hard way..!!
@Nikhil: Thnk u so much!!.. Almighty is the director.. n we grow as Actors.. :):)

Nikhil said...

i toh even cannot use ur title, coz wen i suffered my card and emotions both wer swapped!! Credit card toh i managed, bt stil difficlt to control emotions!! LOL

Payal forever said...
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Payal forever said...

@Nikhil: Total Loss haan..!!.. will frame a nice title fr ur situation.. wat say??

murthy_thehandsome(?) said...

hello payal....
seriously, awesome ...simply awesome.... such a lucid way of expression... seriously loved it ... waiting for more from u..
Ye Dil Maange More !!

Payal forever said...

@Murthy:
Thnks a lot!!..
M really sorry fr the late reply.. aint blogging much these days!

Anand M. said...

Superb one!!

Payal forever said...

@ Anand: thnks a lot!!