why..............?????

Well... i dun have anything to write today...
but still i m sittin here.. juss ... dun knw y..
somethings empty deep inside..
somethings hurtin deep inside,

Dun know wat it is, Dun knw y it is,
but, it exists... n prevails in my heart..
Ponderin over things i hv been doing,
thinkin abt things i hv to do... naa..
nuthin seems to help.... the pain juss stays...

I wanna cry, but i smile....
I wanna run, but my legs fail to carry me...
Y.. Y?? wats it all about..
1000's quest. haund me.....

Y so much of pain....... Damn whr did it come frm..

Gonna kill it soon....... it has to go.. AwAy frm me..

Payal..... as forever