My Everything................

I have completely lost it...
Lost it all, coz of u baby...
Lost it all, 4 u baby....


The whole day i be lonely....
At Every tick of the clock, i want to call u...
Talk to u indefinitely...
Ev1 though i knw, its insanity of mine..


And wen i talk to u,
Tears flow outta these eyes..
Tears flow.. yes baby.. coz of u...
Tears flow..... 4 u..


At the back of my mind i knw,
you will bid a good bye soon...
And once again... i will loose it..


I have lost it baby...
Lost my everything.. coz of u...
Lost my everything.. 4 u baby..


Yaa.. yaa.. i say those 3 forbidden words..."I MISS U"
And like hell i do...... wth every breath,thts keeping me alive..

Without you!

I get so lonely waiting to hear from u,
Would you please drop me a line and make my day?

I have been lying here,
Thinking abt you the whole day,



I miss you.....
I have felt so empty since you left.

Only u can make thr sunshine return...
and send the darkness on its way!!!!

Tere Pyaar ki Shenai...

Tujhse doorie ki tanhai main ,
tere pyaar ki gehrai main..
waqt gujrega yaadon ki shenai main..

gujar jaayega yeh waqt jab..milega wahi pyaar tab...
bajegi shenai naye dhun pe..lagega aur bhi pyaar yeh jag tab!!

***********************************************************************

Another creation by ma Friend!!!
Awesome .. isnt it.. if u can feel the depth

MASTI KI PATSHAALA..........

This is written by a great friend of mine............. Couldn't help it.. had to put it here...
A special thanks to that person fr giving me the right to do so.......
*************************************************************************************

When you go to college, enjoy it to its fullest. Take part in activities like bunking and related ones.Its OK if you don't attend lectures, but do surely meet your friends. Go to Cafe, canteen and sit there like lords of canteen or cafe; whatever you may call or you may have, Spend time pulling each others legs , but become his/her backbone when they need you.But, but ,but...with
all these things do keep a focus on your career also.

These are the days where u understand relations more deeply, the dawn of reality breaks on you and you should welcome this morning because you get polished. These are the days where foundation of good future relationship are laid more precisely and of course foundation of your career too, These are the days you enjoy numerous things but simultaneously you also get more matured, you come here with the fear of not knowing anybody but go with the tears of leaving everybody.

Its always said that history repeats itself but unfortunately these days never come again. You shout at your friend but the next moment you cry taking the buttress of his shoulder for no mistake of yours. It sounds pompous but it isn't. Actually the fact is you are improving. Both the individuals- the one who shouts and the one who gets the firing. The one who shouts realises there are other ways also, and the one who gets firing experiences drastic change. A special thanks to such a moment that brought us close and equally special thanks to the moment we moved away because until then we use to think this relation is precious but this moment thought us that this relation is invaluable!!!!!

What makes u so special?

I hv been a bird,

a bird tht soars, on high skies,

Never, has anyone or anything,

kept me on halt.

I have flown over mountains,

over seas and rivers,

Most importantly over people,

N past over relationships.

I was proud of myself, as i was never

in clutches of any emotions,

I was proud tht my wings stretch,

over the whole sky, over the universe......... until

U shot me in my heart,

U tied me up and cut my wings,

U made me come back to u,

Time and again.

But then, instead of cryin

for my freedom,

M smilin, m happy

to b held in your hands.

I still fly, to the heights

i hv never flown,

But i hv the urge to come back,

to come back to u.

U hv made this bird.. stay

stay... forever,

Just by holdin her hand,

and pullin her back into your arms.

What is so Special abt u??

m still wonderingg..........

why..............?????

Well... i dun have anything to write today...
but still i m sittin here.. juss ... dun knw y..
somethings empty deep inside..
somethings hurtin deep inside,

Dun know wat it is, Dun knw y it is,
but, it exists... n prevails in my heart..
Ponderin over things i hv been doing,
thinkin abt things i hv to do... naa..
nuthin seems to help.... the pain juss stays...

I wanna cry, but i smile....
I wanna run, but my legs fail to carry me...
Y.. Y?? wats it all about..
1000's quest. haund me.....

Y so much of pain....... Damn whr did it come frm..

Gonna kill it soon....... it has to go.. AwAy frm me..

Payal..... as forever