MASTI KI PATSHAALA..........

This is written by a great friend of mine............. Couldn't help it.. had to put it here...
A special thanks to that person fr giving me the right to do so.......
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When you go to college, enjoy it to its fullest. Take part in activities like bunking and related ones.Its OK if you don't attend lectures, but do surely meet your friends. Go to Cafe, canteen and sit there like lords of canteen or cafe; whatever you may call or you may have, Spend time pulling each others legs , but become his/her backbone when they need you.But, but ,but...with
all these things do keep a focus on your career also.

These are the days where u understand relations more deeply, the dawn of reality breaks on you and you should welcome this morning because you get polished. These are the days where foundation of good future relationship are laid more precisely and of course foundation of your career too, These are the days you enjoy numerous things but simultaneously you also get more matured, you come here with the fear of not knowing anybody but go with the tears of leaving everybody.

Its always said that history repeats itself but unfortunately these days never come again. You shout at your friend but the next moment you cry taking the buttress of his shoulder for no mistake of yours. It sounds pompous but it isn't. Actually the fact is you are improving. Both the individuals- the one who shouts and the one who gets the firing. The one who shouts realises there are other ways also, and the one who gets firing experiences drastic change. A special thanks to such a moment that brought us close and equally special thanks to the moment we moved away because until then we use to think this relation is precious but this moment thought us that this relation is invaluable!!!!!

What makes u so special?

I hv been a bird,

a bird tht soars, on high skies,

Never, has anyone or anything,

kept me on halt.

I have flown over mountains,

over seas and rivers,

Most importantly over people,

N past over relationships.

I was proud of myself, as i was never

in clutches of any emotions,

I was proud tht my wings stretch,

over the whole sky, over the universe......... until

U shot me in my heart,

U tied me up and cut my wings,

U made me come back to u,

Time and again.

But then, instead of cryin

for my freedom,

M smilin, m happy

to b held in your hands.

I still fly, to the heights

i hv never flown,

But i hv the urge to come back,

to come back to u.

U hv made this bird.. stay

stay... forever,

Just by holdin her hand,

and pullin her back into your arms.

What is so Special abt u??

m still wonderingg..........

why..............?????

Well... i dun have anything to write today...
but still i m sittin here.. juss ... dun knw y..
somethings empty deep inside..
somethings hurtin deep inside,

Dun know wat it is, Dun knw y it is,
but, it exists... n prevails in my heart..
Ponderin over things i hv been doing,
thinkin abt things i hv to do... naa..
nuthin seems to help.... the pain juss stays...

I wanna cry, but i smile....
I wanna run, but my legs fail to carry me...
Y.. Y?? wats it all about..
1000's quest. haund me.....

Y so much of pain....... Damn whr did it come frm..

Gonna kill it soon....... it has to go.. AwAy frm me..

Payal..... as forever

Those who say GALS CANNOT PARK....

This is for all u guys u still think tht gals CANNOT PARK...
i think u better rethink... check out the link.. n all the gals... 3 cheerssss.....

http://www.funtoosh.com?mclips/play.php?id=women_car

Life take so many twists and turns. So many things tht v learn, so many things tht v love, so many things tht v hate, so many things tht v will always remember n so many things tht v wanna forget at this moment.... Makin a way out frm all the bends on d road, v go on n on, n like it tht way...

Takin a ride on this roller coaster ride, enjoyin every moment , every rise n fall, i m proud of things tht i hv today... i love them all.. b it good or bad.. they r mine... n r precious. .. some of them hv come easily.. n fr some i hv struggled hard..

Relishin all the fruits i hv ......... i juss THANK HIM.....

Ocean of Love... this for my dearest frnd... JIN.. love u...

Walkin down the memory lane,

i found myself; the way i was....

All alone in the desert of life,

tryin to find a DROP of Love....

I walked miles to-gether,

widout a stop,but wid a hope...
Dreamin abt rains to come,

dreamin abt pastures to follow.....

Days to months to years,

i turned my calenders.......

But smiled as i still hoped,

As i still believed, Believed in HIM...

Now wen i look at us,
I see the Rains,

I feel the Pastures ,

I find my Paradise.....

The desert is no where to b seen,

The lonliness never bothers me...

I hv found U--- My Dearest Friend,

I hv found the OCEAN of LOVE....

Payal......... foreverr....

My Best Friend..................

My Best Friend

Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.

She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.

She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.

She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror .................

Payal...... Forever

LONELY!!... so lonely

Main Aor Meri Tanhaye ... !i!i!i!
Rehtey hain saath saath mai aur meri tanhai
Kartey hain raaz ki baat mai aur meri tanhai
Din to guzar hi jata hai logon ki bheed mai
Kartey hain basar raat main aur meri tanhai

Saanson ka kya bharosa kab chod jaye saath
Laikin rahain gay saath main aur meri tanhai
Aaye na tumhe yaad kabhi bhul kar bhi hum
Kartey hain tumhe yaad main aur meri tanhai

Aa ke paas kyon door ho gaye hum se
Kartey hain teri talash main aur meri tanhai
Tum ko rakhainge saath zeenat bana kay ghar ki
Reh jaye phir na tanha main aur meri tanhai ..................

PAYAL...... AS ALWAYS

Life is going real hectic.. Studies, studies and more studies to do... wid ma exams comin up in Nov... barely I get time to spend wid myself.. its makin me go crazzy... I hv lost my sleep, my appetite and myself... gross.. Y do we have these stupid exams... I swear I m neva gonna remember anythin tht I m gulpin today.. not even in my near future. rather, y shld i?? i mean once I clear I will hv all the references I need rite in front of my eyes.. all the sections, all the explanations.. everythin.. then y do I hv to bugg myself wid this irritatin exam crap..
anyone wid any answer to this question of mine... !!!

watever it is.. I cant help it.. as ppl will say.. just a few more yrs and the future is yours.. well.. then lets make our future... screwin up the present!! I think I m complainin a lot... wat the heck... yess I m complaining... anyone there listenin to it?? I guess everyone has the same complain.. lol..

anyways.. I better stop writin these stupid posts and get back in shapin my future..

hail teh exams!!!!!

payal.......................

WISH I COULD REPAY U!!

MY FRIEND!!

I'd like to be the sort of friend that

you have been to me;

I'd like to be the help that

you've been always glad to be;

I'd like to mean as much to you

each minute of the day

As you have meant, old friend of mine,

to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and

the splendid things for you,

To brush the gray from out your skies

and leave them only blue;

I'd like to say the kindly things that

I so oft have heard,

And feel that I could rouse your soul

the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy

that you have given me,

Yet that were wishing you a need

I hope will never be;

I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,

who travel on

Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to

lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I

could but repay

A portion of the gladness that

you've strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,

this only would it be:

"I'd like to be the sort of friend

that you have been to me."

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To my best friend...

love u jaan!

THE COMPANION....

we drove in my car, supposed to get at a particular place...
seen each other after a year, i thought i might just be odd,
sittin wid a person, whom u thought of being wid for a lifetime,
however, we talked, as he drove
we talked abt all the wordly things...
damn it.. everything from college to movies to frnds,
there i sat tryin not to make obvious,
tht i wanted him to be talkin to me like this forever
tryin not to make obvious,
tht i wanted to look at him like this forever...

I just hoped tht the road would never come to an end,
I just hoped tht we could go on like this forever,
I just hoped tht he be my COMPANION forever.... and ever

But, there the road did end,
there the car did stop,
there was his destination...

He halted the car, and looked at me.. smilin (how i wished tht the moment would halt for ever)
He told me tht he enjoyed the ride,
He thanked me for helpin him reach his destination,
He handed me the car keys and said "Drive safe" (damn... y couldnt he come back wid me...)

We shook hands wishin each other a bright future...
and i wanted to say "i want u to be my future!!!!"
but i nodded and he smiled.

As he got down frm the car.. i wished.. plz dont go.. plz
but he had to go... and he did... i wanted to tell him tht i would miss him..
But somehow i didnt... dont know y.. but i just couldnt...

Drivin back home... i only thought..
Only if he could be MY COMPANION FOREVER...

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Note: guys this is just an imagination..... just read the post and give in your comments abt the blogs....... i would appreciate suggestions and crirics too....

thanks, Payal

MY FIRST LOVE!!

Well to some family is life and to some it is just a part of livin life.. to me ma famly is ma first love.. yaa.. I hv realized tht I absolutely adore ma fmly. My mom, ma dad and my bro; all of them.. yesterday I was just sittin arnd and chattin wid them and gosh! i realized tht how much I was missin by simply takin them for granted.. it is not deliberate.. but it happens naturally. u tend to ingore ppl close to u.. searchin for relationships outside.. so as to "searchin for your true love" .. one thing :tht u will neva find ne1 so selfless except your Mom.. just think of it.. u wuld not not find a mentor better than your dad.. and a best frnd in your bro.

for once.. i could loose anythin on this earth execpt for these ppl!!! m grateful to God for savin the best ppl for me..

DAD, MOM and UMANG.. will always love u... dont know if i will ever express it!

To start with... m new to this world of bloggin. well i hv always maintained a dairy,a personal one. but then before a few days i went thru an blog of my friend and lo! here i am... siitin on the PC and bloggin away..

before i come up wid my first blog... i guess i should know wat i wanna write abt.. not tht i m a writer or somethin.. just a normal gal tryin to explore... so i hope i come up wid somethin interstin to up in my this online diary!!!

forever payal!!!